This isnt the life I was supposed to be living. but I am tired of everyone having pity on me.
I am at such a void in my life. no joy. no anger. just existing. although... today is saddness. I feel overwhelming saddness.
Andy gets to be in his relationship and be so happy.
and I am still left alone. and lonely.
I am 19 years old. This is my 20th year of life. I should still be in college, surrounded with my closest friends. Just living. loving. and
DANCING!
Instead. I am living in Eustis. In Erick's apartment. No job. No real friends. No one to love. I'm poor.
I feel homeless. I've got the roof----> but this doesnt feel like HOME.
God save me.
Help me find home.
"In a world of make believe its nice to know that somethings are real"
Yeah my life is real..... too bad it sucks.
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