March 4. March 5. 2007

3-4 I just wanted to make everyone proud. Right now I dont think I can.
                                                                                       I dont think I ever will.

I dont remember what I was going to write. My life is pretty boring.

My tummy hurts. I want to poop. Babies kick. <---- how profound is this statement.

I dont like going to church. It makes me feel dirty and even more guilty. Andy has it easy. I wish I was more forgiving for him. More for me. Forgiving myself.

3-5
I got kicked while I was down. Literally. Baby kicks ALOT!
And tetris is a fun game. I should sleep. But I think I will squeeze in one last game.-12:08 am