I feel: avoided.
Andy and I have hardly talked at all today. I dont know if its because of last night or what. I'm not sure what to think. I've been in a funk all day. Its weird. I miss him.
He is so amazing though. He sent me a check to pay for the month of Novembers rent
He is me a picture of the steak he made- the plate set up. A restaurant is his dream. I want to be part of that. HE wants me to be part of it. I want this dream of his to happen. I have faith it will. The when, where, and hows dont matter right now because God will make it happen and answer all those questions in HIS time.
God, Why does the longing of him hurt so bad. I need to want YOU that way. Be my Rock.
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